Just So You Know, You'll Never Know

Tonight I went to the place where you and me used to be

the warm feeling was gone, tonight the cold air pierced my skin

I used to feel safe with your voice surrounding me in every direction, tonight every sound made a threat

the lights that twinkled so beautifully against the night sky, were dim across a red sky tonight

the butterflies I felt inside when I looked at you were raging moths tonight

the wide eyes that used to look up and admire your every feature, looked down loathing everything in sight tonight

your reflection was missing next to mine tonight

tonight your warm sweet touch was absent

the sound of your heartbeat was replaced by the faint humming of street lights and my empty footsteps tonight

then I never wanted to leave, tonight I felt trapped

minutes used to feel like seconds, tonight those same minutes translated into hours

the comfort I used to feel was gone, never had I felt more uncomfort than tonight

this night, tonight is how it will be from now on

i searched for you tonight but you were nowhere to be found

just me looking for a piece, just a little of what used to be

but within my search i found something tonight, i found that there is no more you and me

and i will never find that place

because along with everything that used to be, that place disappeared tonight